In an Enigma

It's difficult to Move on!

Its difficult to let it go

Why am I not able to let anyone else in my life

Why am I still feeling guilty being with someone else

Why does it make me miss you, when I am with him

Why do I still picture you, when he kisses me

It's difficult to Move on!

Its difficult to let it go

Ours was a difficult relationship, we worked well together, but were still toxic for each other

You showed a different side of me, which I never knew existed

I was never so weak, so vulnerable, so underconfident.

You used me, and abused me....but still

It's difficult to Move on!

Its difficult to let it go

Every time we were together, you made me feel special

You put an act, Oh! and what an act!

I kept believing and you kept playing

You scooped me up my feet, but later made me feel weak

You were sadistic and conceited...but still

It's difficult to Move on!

Its difficult to let it go